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I’ve come to an understanding

April 20th, 2002

I beat myself today. I had upset dodo with something I said about relationships. I walked with her to the computer lab but she was still just so upset with me. When I got home, off came the shirt, and the leather belt. As I stood in front of the mirror looking at the red stripes and welts and broken skin across my torn body, I realized that even then I could not be mad at dodo. It then came to me. It is love that is most important. Not whom you love. As long as that mutual caring exists it should be nurtured and cherished. I learned most of all today that love can certainly hurt . . .

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