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i’m BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 8th, 2002
just you know i’m back *hehe* i’m working on the pictures =) there are so many of them, it will take a while. my flight was terribly long. but at least i didn’t have to spend an extra nite anywhere this time.
andy was too happy to see me and me too. we spent the day together yesterday. i’m back at work today. i will be on aim =) see you all around!
PS. we got our VERY OWN apartment and andy had made it SOOO PRETTY. kiss kiss =)
thank you
August 5th, 2002
thank you for your beautiful words. i was feeling down. one of the reasons is i’m leaving my grandma again. and i’m rather sad. because my grandma has been fighting to take care of my grandpa for nine years. my grandpa’s been seriously ill. he had been in and out of hospital emergency rooms nine times since we left. every time there was a very little hope that he could come out alive. but my grandma could always assist the doctors to help save his life. my grandma is a tough woman altho she had not had much education. she’s able to learn a lot more than people her age with the education she had. she’s 73 now and she has diabetes and couple other illness. my mom is her only daughter and i’m her only grand-daughter. neither of us can be by her side. i feel so sorry coz she loves me so dearly. she understands me more than my parents. i had always been close with her and i feel even closer after my visit. i’ve cried many times yesterday. i went to her place today. she walked me to the bus stop today and walked away crying.
this kind of parting makes me sick because no one knows if that was the last time i could see her alive or not.
packing
August 3rd, 2002
i look forward to get on the plane very much. i got online yesterday and found a trouble member on dmb. sigh.. i was too tired to care but i had to do something. after this long vacation, i lost a bit of interest on internet. tho i miss all my online friends dearly. it seems like i’m too stupid to make a big fortune off the internet with the hits i get for my sites. all my old classmates understand more about business than i do. what am i doing?
sometimes i really wonder how much i can really do for the internet. i dont feel very significant at all.
i miss andy. he’s so busy moving now. i want to see him so bad. it’s so hard to have someone so nice as him as a partner. all my relatives want to see him and feel eager about my wedding. i still won’t think too seriously about marriage until after i graduate. what is a family? it’s beyond my knowledge right now.
Can’t Wait For This Week To End
August 1st, 2002
This has been the hands down busiest week for me for a long time. My instructors at the automotive technologies facility called me in to start my work study early which I have been getting up at 8am to attend. After the work study I go to KFC and work all night. When I finally get home I have stuff to organize for moving to the new apartment. Throw on top of all of this not having Dodo around . . . *ugh*
But this Friday I will finally be able to start getting things done with the apartment. I will do the inspection and get the keys. Then most of Saturday and Sunday (actually all of it) will be spent moving things over and getting it arranged.
I’m sorry I don’t have any exciting news or stories to tell. I guess the one thing that is cool about the work study is that I get to drive a bunch of brand new Toyota trucks and cars around campus, assemble a bunch of expensive machinery and fart around with it, and get free lunch. The first day I started there it was kind of funny, I had been doing everything my supervisor was asking of me (which didn’t seem like much to me) and when it was getting time for me to leave he says, “Wow, we really got a lot done today!” I replied, “uh . . . yeah!”
Well, next time I blog I will hopefully be sitting in my new pad, sipping on some tea and finally getting a moment to relax. Till then!
