i’ve been dieting.. well kinda. i’ve been eating Budget bowls – those 11oz ones for all my meals. partly to save money for the upcoming trip to california too. but i get hungry so easily since i actually only eat twice a day (i get up like 10 or later). sometimes i can’t bear the hunger and i have to find snacks. that’s bad coz i want to eat less since i bearly exercise. sigh.. i’m hopeless next semester i WILL TAKE A GYM class. you know when i was in high school i never ever thought that one day i could have weight problems too.. it seemed then that no matter how much i ate, i never grow. that’s no longer true. and i realized how i’ve been spoiling myself. it’s not like i eat a bunch of snacks or sweets (i hate sweets).. but i just eat a lot. in quatity. like esp. when i’m at buffet. last friday when andy’s step grandma invited us to a buffet, i ate 2 fried cat fish and another plate of salad, mashed potato and stuff. and i wasn’t even stuffed full. i could probably eat another fish if i really wanted but i made sure i didn’t. it’s meals like those made my stomach grow larger and larger.