Posted by: pureessence on: April 23, 2003
thank you kari.. that was very nice of you for all these touching words. my feeling is still very mixed but i try to forget.
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I actually wrote this in the last comment: but for some reason it just didn’t show it: thanks for the plug dodo
I love your javascript hack too
April 24, 2003 at 2:25 pm
The pain of your first love never goes away. I still to this day love my first love as much as the day I met him. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of him. He owns a part of my heart and always will. And even though, I am getting married in a few months to the “True love” of my life, I will never forget my first love.
Here is something I wrote after we broke up:
“Looking back on everything that we had, I see happy times as well as bad. If I could go through it over again, I would and I wouldn’t change a thing. Because everything that happened made me who I am today, and I wouldn’t want to trade that for anything in the world.”
“Given the chance, I would fall in love with you all over again, though I know the way the story ends. And even after all the hurt you brought, even after all the tears I cried for you, even after all the heartache you caused…If I could go back in time and be with you, I would. Because the pain I feel now, still isn’t greater than the love I felt when I was with you, and I’d do anything to feel that way again, even if it’s only for a moment.”
I hope with time, your pain will be eased and you will find someone that will make you happy enough to marry. I wish you only the best now and forever Dodo.