Archive for February, 2004

地上走的爱

我想每个人一生中或多或少都会有些对爱的梦想。尤其那年少时的纯洁与真心。我最近在吴淡如《爱的幽默》里读到:
“对於爱,我们越来越小心,从前的那种勇气,大声说我爱你的勇气,已经消失得没有痕迹。甜蜜十七岁的爱情,那种没有你,我活不下去的真情,如今只活在我们的回忆里。”

我想人在成长中不可能不改变。想要活的快乐,就得想方设法地忘记过去的伤心事。一生中我们会遇见许多五花八门的人,有些萍水相逢,淡淡的不留太多记忆。有些曾深藏你的心可留给你只是今生不愈的伤痕。有些则让你永生难忘。也许他做的并不惊天动地,可对你的影响却很大。

最近许多人说我变了,更成熟了。我有时也觉好笑。不知是对是错。常常也有如墨水般渲开的忧郁。可在这样的忧郁里,我也快乐着,曾经那么生嫩却生气勃勃的活过。

不久的将来我会正式地给过去画上一个句号,重新开始一段属於自己的生命。也该和爱的梦想告别一下,去为自己的未来奋斗了。如果你是我的朋友就该明白,我已经做了决定,不再需要太多意见了。

如今的我似乎早已做到的我所说的了。荣荣最近来信说我不再在天上飞而是在地上走了。其实也只是一眨眼的功夫。我生活的重心改变了很多。我并不想说”没有你,我活不下去的真情”?已离我而去。但我确实知道了人的感情生活是很难十全十美的。由其像我这样想象过於充分,相信琼瑶那句”怎一个爱字了得”的人。我想爱情的惊险和感伤是紧紧相连的。出生的牛犊喜爱惊险,对爱也是一样。经历过的人有时会觉得日夜相守的爱过於平静,其实之中的真情不亚于前者。平淡而不厌烦,还常有幸福的感觉应该更是难能可贵的吧。而我也庆幸找到一个爱我比爱他自己更多的男人。天上飞的爱也许浩荡,地上走的爱因长久,不是吗?

sleepy kitty

isn’t this incredibly cute? (big gif file, might take a bit to load)
 
poor sleepy kitty

button plugs

add little button plugs script at the side :) if you wish to have your 88×31 button plugged at pure-essence.net, click here :)

theplanet.com referral spam

i realized today that most of referral spams i’m getting are sent by the theplanet.com hosting service. take a look
 
that is gross! here’s a more complete list. either theplanet is getting paid for doing this kind of nasty work or someone is seriously abusing their service. either way theplanet.com will be blocked by me. if you use textism referral script, go to your phpmyadmin and open your refer table and type in:

SELECT host, refer FROM `refer` WHERE host like '%theplanet.com%'

and see what kind of referrals you are getting from them. most of the referrals from them are porn sites. recently i started getting john kerry referral spam from them just like this guy. i plan to write to abuse@theplanet.com to find out what’s going on.

amazing book

this is amazing - i’m very surprised the book hits the best seller list in the country. that at least shows people seem to care despite they still have no power over their country. it should influence them one way or another. push the gov’t to give answers.

“An expose of the sufferings of the nearly one billion peasant farmers in China has rocketed into the country’s best-seller lists, apparently forcing the regime to address the issue.

A new survey has drawn attention to the suffering of peasant farmers in China
Chinese Peasantry: a Survey discloses the poverty and corruption affecting the rural majority of 900 million, whose exploitation underlies the gloss of China’s perceived urban economic miracle.

It describes farmers being beaten to death for complaining about embezzlement, officials conniving to hoodwink Communist Party leaders about production levels, and a tax system which forces the poor in effect to subsidise the rich minority. It helps to explain the exodus of workers from farms to low-paid, often dangerous jobs in the booming coastal provinces or Europe and America.”
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motas new level

i claim to be one of the first people who wrote a complete detailed walkthrough for motas. I felt quite honored when the author of the game wrote me an email to inform me a new level had been released. Unfortunately I didn’t have time to finish writing the new walkthrough until today. The new level is very fun. Whether you’ve played it or not, go open those doors!

oh yea i’m also on AIM “motashelp” to help you out LOL

Game Related Tips:
To load a different level of the game: copy this link
Replace LEVEL#HERE with your number and hit “continue” once it’s loaded.
Load Bigger Chatroom: go here

Diet K!

for those who still like using Kazaa Media Desktop and absolutely detest the spyware and adwares, you must get the freeware Diet K right now. it is designed specifically for kazaa so it removes all its spyware, adware even the p2p networking (which takes up a huge amount of resource on your cpu) while maintains the functionality of kazaa. other ad removal system like adaware destroys the functionality of kazaa when they uninstall its spy and adware. i just installed Diet K. all my headaches are gone and the searching sped up about 500%. i’m very happy.

slipper kitties

are you guilty of google digging on valentine’s day? LOL i find that funny since i did realize google had its special logo for the v day. i didn’t really LOOK for it; i just did when i was searching for something. it’s amazing to think how often everybody uses google. a graduate student said the word “google” is as popular as “coke” around the world. btw, was your google bar dressed in valentine’s costume yesterday? mine sure did :)

google helped me find these cute kitty pictures today.

 
caption: sorry, we are not your kitty slippers.

 
caption: all mine! all mine!

 
caption: yes, let’s cuddle.

 
caption: how can they think i’m fat.

 
caption: sleeping.

 
caption: this is the perfect spot.

 
caption: shhh, i’m playing hide and seek.

happy valentine’s day

 happy valentine’s day everyone! my life had been focused on my lovely school works. i’ve decided finally that i will try my best to get into the graduate school here. my professor highly encourages me to apply for the MIS PhD program and i will, aiming for the deadline in March, 2005.

here’s a nerdy fact for you. according to my abstract algebra teacher, the current largest prime number discovered is 2^20,996,011-1 with 6,320,430 decimal digits. and some geek actually printed this number and i actually downloaded it. in text format, it’s 6.3mb

plugging my commenters from last 20 entries:
Adam Morris Adri Alexis Ayaki Brenda Bubs CC chrissy Connie Daynah dianna drew ecila ello Eve felisha Grace Jenny Leslie linda Lingling Melissa Miki Moritz mtwib Nadine natasja pyro Sarah sio Teya tontamoo yining

First U.S.-born panda heading to China

to find a MATE!! this is so incredibly cute!! Watch how the little panda grow!

 
oh how playful is Hua Mei :)

 
napping on the tree branch

 
August 21, 2001: two year old Hua Mei’s enjoying her birthday cake!

Let’s wish Hua Mei the best of luck in finding her future husband and making lots of babies ^_^

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