Archive for October 9th, 2001

uninspired

feeling uninspired and listless is not a good thing. unfortunately that’s how i feel like right now. nothing seems to excite me and i fear all my works. i don’t want to go to classes and i don’t want to do my homework. i feel like trapped in my little world and feeling sleepy and tired.

yesterday i found another girl collecting and redistributing my horoscope kaos. i was so distressed. i feel like i can do nothin to stop ppl from stealing my works. i wrote her an email and it got returned today. her email addy is invalid. i signed her book but it’s up to her to read it or not >< i want to cry… i’m just totally spaced out right now… and don’t know where i am… i need someone to pull me out!!!!!!! arrrr… i feel like falling into the greatest and deepest black well….