soon following my drama, comes one of the most tragic day of history. by now i think everyone should have heard of the world trade crash… this morning when i went to work, 50 students were outside of the lab surrounding the tv in the hallway.. soon i saw the most horrific replay on tv – the crash of two most famous highrises in the world. terrorist activities are well heard of in america.. but with tragedy so huge, no one can claim have seen ever before. i could not believe it. it gives me chill. how is this gonna influenced the world? the country i’m living in? sigh… i’m quite speechless actually… this is human race? this is a world?…. i suppose i can express my feelings here.. only if i can put myself together to write one.

i got my god sister’s email informing the death of her mom on September 4th… i wish her mom is at peace in heaven now. i told my sis that her mom can visit her any time now coz her mom’s soul is free.

i suppose i can still pretend life goes on.. and go to lunch *really don’t feel like eating* ><