i dont mean to disappoint you all. i just feel physically and mentally exhausted these days. the girl who asked me to install a board for her 4 months ago finally got half of checks sent in. she spilt the cost among 4 different people, goodness.. it took them 4 months to get three of these checks in. installing a board for her is probably the only online activity i will have this week. i suppose i’m also distressed about the upcoming exam in that art history class. i really don’t feel confident about that exam. yeah i know that’s not like me. i think taking classes i don’t enjoy really bothers me. andy suggested me the possiblity of stopping a year or a semeter in my university and just take the general education courses in the community college with him. i will have to explore the possibility of doing that. maybe that will help me out a bit.
btw.. my mood fluctuate during the day.. usu. morning is the worest.. that’s when i write my blog… ><
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ahh… I see.. and I usually write my blogs when I should be in bed. =) Sis, you have lots of options for your education.. you can also takes classes you do like and are more relaxing.. like art or something… that’s always fun. =) Whatever you decide, i’m behind ya. =) Take care of yourself… *hugs*
I’m like Daynah, I write even in the wee hours of the morning-such a night owl. That must be just frustrating to do something for someone, and not get what you deserve quickly. And I am sorry about your Kaos being redistributed by that girl-I hope she gets the message. You know what you should do to take your mind off of things, climb a tree. Really, it seems to help me a lot. You have to really focus if the tree is kind of tough. It may sound wacky, but it usually clears my head.
Just thought I would come back and see if you were feeling any better today. It doesn’t look like it 😦 I am like Jessi. I usually don’t write blogs till the time I should be sleeping. I always seem to choose the worse times. Even though education is important, you DO have options. Andy is wise! It really sounds like you are exhausted, and maybe taking a year might do u some good. Sometimes the pressure just builds and builds. I definitely know the feeling. But do what you think is best. Only you really know what you need ^^. Cheer up. Your smile will brighten someone’s day! *hugs* Don’t worry. It can’t rain all the time.