the most amazing news of the day is my mom called me yesterday. i intentionally tried to avoid talking to her, she still got me. she called the computer lab like 100 times. she wanted me to go back to china next week. i was like WHAT!!!?!? she said she has my greencard, another WHAT!!?!?! i don’t know what’s going on. her excuse is that she doesn’t have her greencard (i thought she did) and she heard my grandpa was in critical conditions the last couple days and she wanted me to go back and visit.
i dont really want to! not only have i had a lot OTHER plans for my spring break, my spring break is so short. it’s only one week and it takes 23 hours on the plane to just to get to china. so i could only spend like 4 days there even if i leave on sunday. in 4 days i dont even know if i could get myself used to the time (13 hours) difference. what else can i do?! plus she’s not even sure how critical is the condition my grandpa is in right now. she said she will call me again on saturday to tell me for sure. now i really don’t want to go. it’s quite ridiculous.
i do know my grandpa (not as well as my grandma).. but if i’d have to face his death >< i don't know how to handle that. i've NEVER experienced a death of a close relative. dealing with the funeral is one thing, but how can i face my grandma afterward? in four days, how can i comfort her?! i think i will be terrified myself. ;_; i just really don't want to go back.. andy said my grandpa might not even want to see me at his death bed… i dont know… but the entire idea is just as crazy as any other ideas by my mom. gosh… arrggh..
pray for my grandpa, i wish he will be healthy enough to see me this summer. ;_;
tomorrow’s athena’s sweet 16, please send her some cards & gifts!
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ai! oh dodo.. =(
what a situation to come at for suddenly!… eEee i don’t know what to say.
Just if you do go back to china you take care! and maybe.. you should make a long distance call back home? just to make sure how things are when you hear stuff? but *sigh*
i hope your grandfather will be okay, and you take care dodo.
{{{Dodo}}} I so much hope that your gramps will be ok.
You know when my Grandpa was in the hospital shortly before he died my parents did NOT want me to see him, and thinking back I am glad that I didn´t go. Because if your grandpa is really that sick he´s not going to know you and for you to have as a last memory him being so sick would be a very sad rememberance. (word) When I think of my Grandpa I have a very alive memory of him laughing, who knows what I´d think of when I had seen him so sick.
This is such a hard decision for you to make. Lots of luck for it. And a big hug Dodo, you sould like you need a lot of them. *HUGS*
Yikes *hugs for dodo*
I hope your grandpa will be alright. I’ll keep him in my prayers!
I lost all of my grandparents. My grandpa on my mom’s side passed away when I was a baby, on my dad’s side, he passed away when I was about 7, and my grandma a few years later. Then two years ago, I lost my other grandma on my mom’s side. =( Death is a really scary thing. I hope and pray you won’t have to experience it so soon. *hugs*
I’ll pray for you and your grandpa. I can relate how you feel having a close family going away. it hurts very much, but either way you know that God is watching over your grandpa and think that he’s being taken care .
My grandpa passed aways along time ago when I was a little kid I was very close to him and it hurts to see him go aways when I was so young.
I’m here for you if you need to talk Dodo….
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my post got messed up, ill type it again: awww… i promise you that before i go to sleep tonite, ill pray to Lord God and pray for you and your grandfather!!! ^_^
aww..dodo..i’m so sorry to hear this. i really do hope everything turns out for the best. i shall keep you and your family in my prayers. i hope you all feel better
Aww, I really hope your grandfather gets better. It does hurt to lose a close relative, I’ve lost both of my grandparents from my dad’s side and my grandmother (who I was very close to) from my mother’s side. I will definitely pray for you and your grandfather, too! You can always talk to me if you want ^_^
aw what a stressful situation for you! i am sure you will be able to make the right decision on what you should do. hope you are coping well.
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O.o what happened to my comments??
anna, sometimes if you put weird characters in the comments, it would go away ;_;
thats strange, i didnt put any weird characters in !!