Archive for January 26th, 2004
happy birfday to me
January 26th, 2004
daynah: HAPPY BIRFDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYyyyyyyyyy
me: LOL ok ok i’m getting old…..
me: birfday lovely LOL
daynah: HEHEH
daynah: jerm: hey if u see dodo tell her happy birthday from me!
daynah: jerm says happy birthday too
me: okie
(thanks jerm!)
daynah: all this week is your bday!!!!!!!
me: how does everyone know?
daynah: know what?
me: my bday
daynah: it’s a national holiday:)
me: LOL you are so sweet
stacey asked if i felt excited that there’s only 1 hour to go til my bday. i am not. i didn’t realize it until she mentioned it. andy’s family gave me a surprise bday party last sunday. it’s really sweet how andy got up 7am to help his mom cook and decorating the “party room” LOL it’s nothing fancy but it just made me feel so special. and it makes me feel how lucky i am to have andy in my life! check out all the gifts & a poem he wrote for me. I also got the DVD “Pirates of the Caribbean” from andy’s brother and bath things and a cute kitty plush from his mom 
神圣的中文
January 26th, 2004
一位读者的留言让我又有写中文的冲动。如今偶尔写一次中文对我来说有吃禁果般的开怀。由其如果用词斟酌,写时像点缀蛋糕似的。这可能是我一生用英文都达不到的境界。以前写中文是因为有忠实的读者。语言是我们心灵沟通的方式。它让我们沉浸在美好里。虽然我的中文和许多人相比还是望尘莫及,但令我快乐的是我没有放弃对它的追求和向往。用英文我常常有束搏的感觉,觉得我无法把自己表达完整。用中文我像插了翅膀的鸟儿在天空翱翔。用它来珍藏记忆使记忆绚丽。我说不出中国文学的大道理,但我可以用心体会中文的美。用英文我只是在描述,用中文我可以塑造我的内心。对中文我充满了罗曼帝克的痴迷。而它的神圣永远与我的初恋纠缠着。嘘,秘密。

