i can’t believe rongrong went to shanghai to look for me. i didn’t read his diary until today.. i also found the entry he wrote after we broke up. if he would only know.. i do miss him and wish to talk to him again 😦 i hope he checks his email in the near future. i went to yuan club to reopen my profile there. that was the place where we met. i wrote in my description that i hope he’s doing well. it’s funny how i wish time could go back.. my story was more beautiful than any soap operas if i’d to read all the diary i’ve written for him… at least i held back my tears tonite.