thank you for all the beautiful responses. i really didn’t expect them. thank you! i feel a lot better now altho i still wish i won’t be heading into the finals week so soon (mondays make you think of reality sigh..). there is a lot of school works to do. i lost a website job i applied for the summer. but i’m not as sad about it as i was on friday. the person says he will still give me contract works if i want. i’m not sure. i plan to work many hours in the computer lab. summer is finally here! i think it’s time for a break. look! this is the gift andy gave me on saturday when i was crying. yesterday we spent a wonderful day together. i didn’t get up tho until the afternoon. i stayed up finishing watching meteor garden II until 7 in the morning LOL.. after i got up, i did haircuts for both my dad and andy. then andy grilled some chicken breast and we made side dishes. it was a nice meal. we were all stuffed. at nite we went to dairy queen got some ice cream and went for a walk.

i didn’t cry 🙂 we cuddled a lot. he said many cute things like he always does.. i’ve always wanted to write them down but i never have the chance. the only one i remember now is when i asked him why he grabbed me when i hit the bed at 7am. i didn’t know he was a awake then and he said: coz you are my poopoo and needs to be hugged, kissed and squeezed. LOL.. he always calls me poopoo 🙂 too bad no one is in bed any more. it’s monday morning again. i miss him a lot but i’m not gonna cry. it’s sweet to think about what had happened yesterday.

btw, i keep getting annoying popups on my computer. i know it’s not from any webpages but my own computer. WHAT THE.. ? i ran adware many times but it’s not able to get rid of them.. what should i do?

songs i got stuck in my head – “simple and clean” (kingdom hearts theme song); “i could never let you go” (meteor garden II theme song); “the love you want” (meteor garden I ending song)