I was browsing around my old cards and found this one sitting there. So I picked it up and read it. It almost brought me to tears again. I must felt awful when he gave me this card. I remember there was a period I was rather depressed. Glad we went through it together 🙂 The card said:

Ying, I know it’s hard for you every day with so much to do and no chance to say the important things that are on your mind. But look at me and you will find, the man that loves you heart and soul, even when weariness from labor takes its toll, the words that never reach my ears, my heart has a special sense to hear, for you are there inside of me.

With so much time of mine spent doing work, it must feel like there’s none left for you. These are indeed the hardest years of my life, thank God school’s only for two. I’m trying to lay the path for a life that will be bright and full of cheer. I understand how unbelievable it sounds when we are still right here. But trust me when I say, that the sacrifices I make today, and the seeds I sow will one day grow, for a better future for us both.

I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve written you something from my heart. It seems like every day I try to urge myself to start, but know that you are always on my heart and on my mind, my feelings may not reach the paper, but they fill me all the time, with the love and joy and pride I to be your loving man. I hope that you will feel as happy as I am.

I want so much to stay with you, until the end of time, and the silver moon wakes us from our mortal lives, and brings our souls to forever climb, to the infinite beauty beyong our dreams, where the love in my heart forever gleams, for you my darling because you mean so very, very much to me.

I love you,
Andy