i look forward to get on the plane very much. i got online yesterday and found a trouble member on dmb. sigh.. i was too tired to care but i had to do something. after this long vacation, i lost a bit of interest on internet. tho i miss all my online friends dearly. it seems like i’m too stupid to make a big fortune off the internet with the hits i get for my sites. all my old classmates understand more about business than i do. what am i doing?
sometimes i really wonder how much i can really do for the internet. i dont feel very significant at all.
i miss andy. he’s so busy moving now. i want to see him so bad. it’s so hard to have someone so nice as him as a partner. all my relatives want to see him and feel eager about my wedding. i still won’t think too seriously about marriage until after i graduate. what is a family? it’s beyond my knowledge right now.