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bleh

i feel so tired.. my mom always chooses a time when andy’s not home to *****… she was yelling at my dad this morning again.. so it woke up at 7… now i feel so sleepy.. she continues to talk when i got up. i hate that! i just wish she can leave me alone.… Continue reading bleh

school n work

exam week

this week i have cs exam on wednesday and discrete structure on friday. i will probably dedicate a lot of time on the exams to make sure i get A on both. plus i got another web design job. and i’m trying to write out a price guide line for it. so you probably won’t… Continue reading exam week

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Spaghetti

do you like Spaghetti? last nite both andy and i were exhausted by the time we got home. i only had some popcorns and coke from the homecoming events and andy had nothin.. but he first played a game of starcraft online with his co-worker.. then he told he’s starving and we decided to make… Continue reading Spaghetti

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calling daynah

last nite i finally talked to daynah on the phone for the first time… wow how sweet.. actually she surprised with her voice. when she picked up the phone i thought it was al’s younger sister or something.. sound like a 9 y-o LOL we talked for an hour? we talked a lot.. i know… Continue reading calling daynah

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trying to be normal

i’m trying to go back to normal. last nite i had such fun sharing my webcam with daynah until andy got home and then we had start our business. we went our tenat to ask her to pay half my dad each month. there’s no doubt that my mom will set off for a huge… Continue reading trying to be normal

love n family

later

andy came home later saw me crying and reading the entry i was typing he quickly figured out why. he was very upset about that.. he’s seen my mom done this many times before. there is no doubt in his mind that my mom has been mentally and emotionally abusing me for at least the… Continue reading later

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my mom’s crazy

i really hate my mom.. it’s not that i should let her get in my way, she’s just always everywhere… like always… it’s about money.. she only cares about money i swear.. she’s so ridiculous >< i don't understand!!!!!!!!!! she always makes me cry. i didn't cry too much today tho.. not like last time..… Continue reading my mom’s crazy

love n family

OMG!

look what andy just got me i told him i didn’t feel well and he took time to write me warm email along with pandy!!! he’s soooooooooo sweet!!! arrrrrrr………. btw, pandy’s andy’s favorite stuffed animal when he was a little boy and he still has that =)

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sick

i’ve been feeling sick.. must because i worked too hard yesterday. last nite when i went to bed i couldn’t fall asleep coz i had great back pain…. andy was giving me massage which really helped and i had to take extra strength tylenol. i woke up sleepy this morning. but i couldn’t stop myself… Continue reading sick