school n work

shocking policy

another shocking policy set up by the chinese. i just read on hailey’s blog that her school is banning all students from owning computers in their dorms. i just don’t get what is the point of that. esp. for college students, how they should treat their academic studies is their own damn business. the school… Continue reading shocking policy

geeky

parsing tabulas links page

it’s not exactly regular expression parsing. i just thought since i use tabulas link page function often, i will just show the same links on pure essence. it saves some time. so i wrote a little script to read the tabulas link page and have it added to pure essence link on this page. basically… Continue reading parsing tabulas links page

chinese

默默爱慕

奇怪,这几天我又有情窦初开的感觉。安帝成天小孩子似的很少有成熟男人的深沉。当然这可能是他的优点。他可以很快乐,不会失眠。最近在我眼前经常出现这样的情景。我站在中学校园的一端默默注视着一位我爱慕的老师。心中无限甜蜜。只因为我拥有远远望着他的权利。这应该是属於初恋女生的心境,我怎么返老还童了?说实在的我真的很爱这位我身边非常关心我的老师。他为我做的许多事很让我感动。也许他的为人一向如此,而多情的我过分留意了。这也没什么。这样的爱是很纯洁的。我并不想占有什么。我很开心能常常在他身边。我以前也对别的老师有过这样感情。对他们每一位的默默爱慕都是我一生值得回忆的片段。可以让我慧心微笑。

love n family

andy's birthday

forgot to mention that my bf andy turned 23 last week and i gave the most perfect card ever 🙂 inside the card it said “Hope you receive the universal sign for happy on your birthday”. everyone at the party loved the card. i still can’t believe shoebox portrayed him so well. i was speechless.

school n work

interesting combination

i was picking up an application form from a building in my university. while waiting for the lady to get me the form, i saw this basket of candies sitting in the waiting room. i was planning to take some but then i saw mixed with them were condoms. i just wasn’t sure any more.… Continue reading interesting combination

school n work

personal statement

more to what i wrote previously (which i find now extremely boring), i’m searching for advice on how to write a good personal statement for my graduate school application. some tips on this page just make me laugh so hard. i can not believe that apparently people have made the mistakes before. * DO NOT… Continue reading personal statement

geeky

rss error?

does anyone know enough about XML to help me out? apparantly my rss file has some errors. someone who uses rss feeder software can not parse it. altho i know blogline and livejournal parses it fine. the file does not show in IE but it shows up fine in mozilla or firefox. i don’t know… Continue reading rss error?

chinese · love n family

地上走的爱

我想每个人一生中或多或少都会有些对爱的梦想。尤其那年少时的纯洁与真心。我最近在吴淡如《爱的幽默》里读到: “对於爱,我们越来越小心,从前的那种勇气,大声说我爱你的勇气,已经消失得没有痕迹。甜蜜十七岁的爱情,那种没有你,我活不下去的真情,如今只活在我们的回忆里。” 我想人在成长中不可能不改变。想要活的快乐,就得想方设法地忘记过去的伤心事。一生中我们会遇见许多五花八门的人,有些萍水相逢,淡淡的不留太多记忆。有些曾深藏你的心可留给你只是今生不愈的伤痕。有些则让你永生难忘。也许他做的并不惊天动地,可对你的影响却很大。 最近许多人说我变了,更成熟了。我有时也觉好笑。不知是对是错。常常也有如墨水般渲开的忧郁。可在这样的忧郁里,我也快乐着,曾经那么生嫩却生气勃勃的活过。 不久的将来我会正式地给过去画上一个句号,重新开始一段属於自己的生命。也该和爱的梦想告别一下,去为自己的未来奋斗了。如果你是我的朋友就该明白,我已经做了决定,不再需要太多意见了。 如今的我似乎早已做到的我所说的了。荣荣最近来信说我不再在天上飞而是在地上走了。其实也只是一眨眼的功夫。我生活的重心改变了很多。我并不想说”没有你,我活不下去的真情”?已离我而去。但我确实知道了人的感情生活是很难十全十美的。由其像我这样想象过於充分,相信琼瑶那句”怎一个爱字了得”的人。我想爱情的惊险和感伤是紧紧相连的。出生的牛犊喜爱惊险,对爱也是一样。经历过的人有时会觉得日夜相守的爱过於平静,其实之中的真情不亚于前者。平淡而不厌烦,还常有幸福的感觉应该更是难能可贵的吧。而我也庆幸找到一个爱我比爱他自己更多的男人。天上飞的爱也许浩荡,地上走的爱因长久,不是吗?