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bleeding ears

it’s so weird. i sometimes pick my ears when i’m asleep and wake up with dried blood on my pinky from picking them too much. my ears had not completely healed ever since i had swimmers’ ears three years ago and went to a doctor for it. i pick it a lot. i know i… Continue reading bleeding ears

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why does it not work?

you know my sleeping problem hasn’t gotten better yet 😦 andy got me Chamomile and i drank two cups tonite but it didn’t bring me to sleep. i feel rather bad coz andy decided to sleep out in the living room so his snore won’t keep me awake. i thought it was his snoring too… Continue reading why does it not work?

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spring break is coming!

ok i finally had to remove those “black dots“, it kills me to look at them constantly. i finished a machine problem for my advance system software class. it was awful. we had to read more than 1000 lines of code to figure out what to do!! i left the unix lab yesterday afternoon after… Continue reading spring break is coming!

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so sleep has been a problem

sleep is not a new problem for me but lately it’s been getting very bad. i don’t usually sleep until 4am and then wake up around 9pm and feel dead all day. i haven’t able to do well at school. too many Bs lately. i saw andy got online this morning and was scribbling down… Continue reading so sleep has been a problem

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bad fast food service

i really hate buying service from the Taco Bell downtown. it seems they never would have any workers who at least appear enthusastic toward serving customers. every thank you they say sound so unsincere. they just look at you telling you how unhappy they are with their eyes. that’s very sickening. the cashier was so… Continue reading bad fast food service

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dieting?

i’ve been dieting.. well kinda. i’ve been eating Budget bowls – those 11oz ones for all my meals. partly to save money for the upcoming trip to california too. but i get hungry so easily since i actually only eat twice a day (i get up like 10 or later). sometimes i can’t bear the… Continue reading dieting?